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I just graduated from high school this year. That is where the best years and the worst years of my life took place. I was overweight, unattractive, socially inept, had no friends, and made bad grades. There was a lot of stress in my life and I turned to bad habits that made me lose touch with my true self. I never talked to people in general let alone girls, and this was when my perception of love was nothing more than lustful mating sex. I smoked and drank, sought out extreme porn genres and even walked into a porno store underage and bought a Fleshlight. I hit rock bottom an realized I had to change.

In the last couple years of high school, especially my final year I (for lack of a better phrase) "found myself". I started dieting and exercising and even dabbled in nofap for awhile. I kept falling down but always got back up. I was persistent and formed new habits. I made drastic permanent lifestyle changes. I lost 75lbs and did no pmo for 240 days. I graduated with an international baccalaureate degree which only around 40/300+ managed to attain. I worked up the courage to ask out the girl of my dreams and even though she said no I had proven something to myself and set a major milestone having previously been terrified of talking to girls.

I'm in my first year of college now and things are still getting better. I'm in the best shape of my life and have all As. I still have never had a girlfriend and do not have many friends, but my social skills reign supreme over the awkward plebs at my school. The future looks bright and I have come a long way but am always striving to get better. My ultimate goal is to find love companionship with a girl one day. I want to find someone who I can trust and relate, a lover who is also my best friend. It's this goal that gets me out of bed in the morning. There's actually an event coming up at my old school and I know my old crush is going to be there. Something interesting might just happen . Anyway thanks for reading and take it from somebody who managed to climb out of a deep hole one day at a time: patience, discipline, persistence. Find momentum and never look back. You can't change the past but you can change the future.