My life has never been better, but I haven't made it past 14 days of no Pmo since January. I haven't been suicidal or depressed in a couple of years. I've got control of my social anxiety, so I doesn't haunt me in every social situation. This last semester I took the hardest classes that I've taken so far throughout college and I got a 3.5 GPA. Recently I got a dream summer job where I'll be fishing in a remote camp out in the middle of nowhere without internet. So in a few weeks I won't even be able to watch porn. With all this said I feel like I still struggle talking and building relationships with people. And the main thing holding me back seems to be Pmo. When ever I get a descent streak I feel more outgoing and that I can connect with people easier among all the normal benefits of nofap, but I always end up watching porn again. I really don't know how I'm gonna stop this addiction even though I know things will only get even better if I do.