Living with girlfriend, will not deny her sexual appetite.

My battle is against myself. Even when I'm in a sexually healthy relationship I still find selfish urges to look at porn. It's so pathetic. I'm going to focus more on my relationship with her. To me, nofap means no self-pleasure. Every relationship I've been in has not stopped me from viewing porn and that needs to stop.

I see a lot of people on here who are virgins or unsuccessful with women and feel the need to view porn -- let me tell you, if it's remotely an addiction or compulsive issue if/when you find a broad to bang it won't change the false "sense of control" you have over viewership of pornography.

Was just wondering if I'm the only sap on here who has a Don Jon-esce experience with porn.
Doesn't matter how hot the girl is I'm with, I still feel more control (ironically, lack of control) over the porn addiction.

Just some mindless drivel here and admitting the most I can instead of going on some scummy sites.

 

The lack of guilt deals with emotional immaturity or a skewed moral compass. Give everything context, including empathy and cogitative understanding of your behavior