Long process!

Hey there. My introduction:

I'm aged 50, been seriously trying to give up porn for about 5 years now. Tried a few ways, and have been moderately successful the last two years, only relapsing 3 or 4 times. However I've relapsed 6 times in the last 5 months and am a little worried. So I'm here.

Since I started having sex at the age of 18 always suffered from delayed ejaculation(basically, you can stay hard and aroused a long time, but can't cum....no its not as nice as you think) . It would be better or worse depending on the partner, I learned how to please a woman okay, and had some long relationships. However as I got older and more into porn, I realised it was worsening. When I began to seriously free myself from porn I noticed I could cum faster.

Which brings me to today. Been married 9 years then split up for 3 years. Today I am back with this lady, who I love a lot, our sex life could use some improvement but I desperately don't want to use porn as an escape.

That's briefly my story.

One thing I wanted to say: it's inspiring, this website. This kind of info was hard to find online 10 years ago when I looked into masturbation/porn addiction. So thanks.

Threemonkeys