Losing it

Okay so my best was 7 days, not much I know but for someone who masturbated everyday almost 10-15 times a day that's really good imo. But now I can't even get to 2 days, ever since NoFap I got a job, car, friends and even girls but now I feel like I'm losing myself since I can't make it to 2 days and every relapse I tell myself the same lies about how I won't do it ever again and so on. I need something or someone to help me out a little. I want to be
more disciplined about this.