Mass delete of collection - a big step for me

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by warbanana, Nov 7, 2019.

  1. warbanana

    warbanana New Fapstronaut

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    So this morning, after again experiencing embarrassing PIED I decided it was time to take drastic action.

    I've become convinced that my problem is related to everything nofap is about and I decided to finally do something that I've been putting off for many years... deleting an extremely "precious" stash from my laptop.

    This is a special collection of material that was sent to me by my ex who I am struggling to get over (from a sexual perspective). It also just contains some niche stuff that I've been downloading over years.

    I use it for edging and orgasm sometimes every day. Even though I am sexually active and really don't need to. I've been doing this for 20 years!

    I have found that it's not as intrusive in my life from a productivity perspective as it used to be. But it is definitely desensitizing me to sex with actual people that I have relationships with. And I want to rebuild this sensitivity.

    Today is the first step. My goal is total elimination of solo sexual activity.

    Thanks for this forum. I will check in regularly.
     
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  2. moulox

    moulox Fapstronaut

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    That's a step in the right direction I guess but the goal is to not feel the need to see porn in general.

    Despite the video delete suggestions, I moved my "stache" to an external hard drive (yeah I find difficult to throw stuff that I spent much time to get) so it would require some more steps to get to. In the end though I realize how much damage the porn-masturbation cycle has done in my life so I never felt the temptation to see old videos or other online stuff. Then again maybe I wasn't addicted to porn itself...
     

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