I failed to the nofap challenge. I did great this time. My 2nd last streak was of 3 days. And this time,I was able to do 18daya easily. Starting all over again and focusing on the 90 day streak. I opened nofap and saw that my friend cud is on 66+ streak. I am very happy for him and its very motivational too coz. We started together at the same time only. I could manage such a long streak (for me 3days were hell) Only by ignoring fap and by creating a very busy schedule. I am willing to go for a good streak now (hopefully to infinity) and I am sure I can pull this off. If cud can do it,then I can like everyone else has done. I still got the same motto- Rough time has come , but it has not come to stay,if has come to pass. It's me who will replace it with happiness of nofap rather than pity of a few seconds pleasure. That's the first time I have not slept for the whole night. Not for even a single second. But now I feel relaxed after sharing my thoughts. Going to gym now. Thanks everyone. Read a few lovely threads and posts.I will come back after I complete my streak , and surely my next thread will be in the success section.
14 days is an accomplishment. Every time we fail we can learn something and use it in the future. Tbh- failure is part of recovery. Keep up the hard work. It will pay off.
I just failed too. 3 weeks. My best record. I think after I start to feel great I tend to get more confidant, thinking I can straddle the edge and look at pictures of women. Then the snow ball rolls and leads to bigger things like porn. Same goes for when I get healthy. I feel better and then I think I can eat junk and drink beer, because I just worked out. In the end, I go back to being sick and unhealthy because the bad habits take over the good. The secret is to keep rolling with the good and don't look back. Getting drunk isn't a reward for working out, and fapping isn't a reward for holding it in for a few weeks.
