my community college sucks. no girls ever bother to talk to me.

i feel depressed every time i leave it cause i am so lonely as i never been in any relationship and i thought college would change that, apparently not. everyone in my art class (which is the only class i am taking in person) is boring. there is a total of 4 students right now in my class and i know some of these girls have boyfriends but nobody really looks at me as they show interest in me unless im bad at picking up signals. they all just keep to themselves, and leave straight away to their car. theres only 1 really now that i would just like to hook up casually with and not have anything serious with just to give me some experience but don’t have any chances of talking to the girl. even when we leave theres 2 exits and she leaves to the other exit downstairs to get to her car. and i am too socially awkward and shy to even start a conversation with anyone so i don’t people to think i am weird if i say something stupid. i had a little courage just about a month ago (and i been here for like 2 months) with another girl in the class i was interested in, she had to leave early and she left when it was on break so that was the only opportunity i had, so as i was nervous as hell trying to think what to say, so i just asked about a upcoming project there was and just asking information about it which she was receptive and seemed friendly, but the conversation only lasted a minute and wasn’t even much of a conversation and she left. following week i was thinking “hmm maybe i sparked something with this girl” and maybe she will ask me the following week “so hey how did you do on that?” or “how was your weekend?” but no, that obviously never happened. then again, they don’t really talk to eachother so i guess i am not the only one.

anyway, sorry for the long post folks. im just sad that i probably will never get a girlfriend until i am probably 40 years old due to me not having any sort of social circle. i could use apps like tinder but i only really want it to be my last resort because anyone halfway decent looking on there will have a 100 guys texting them so i probably don’t have a chance unless i was super good looking with a 6 pack. i am in the worst shape as a matter of fact due to bad diet and excessive masturbating.

but for anyone who does go to college please tell me does it get any better? i am taking 2 classes next semester but only 1 is in person (due to covid i guess) and i was wondering if that class will be different in terms of socializing. thanks.

 

yes but i am new and don’t know much about that stuff or even know if it can fit my current work schedule.

well heres some screenshots that i got from my student email.







and i am not interested in any of these activities.

 

yeah i suppose i can do that whatever has the most women in those groups.

 

yeah, media got it wrong where you have movies like for example neighbors where everyone is having a good old time in college where it’s nothing really like that in reality. i don’t know what i really expected then so you are right about that. just hoping this shit will blow over soon.

as for your other comment on “make yourself interesting” could you elaborate more on that? i read and do puzzles then what? i have some hot chick in 5 mins knocking on my door after that hopping in bed with me? or is that just a expression?

eh, my hobbies are really just basic movies, games, music. i am not no interesting guy by any means and haven’t went to outer space and landed on the moon so i guess im pretty much doomed.

im writing this as i got off work and haven’t had that much of sleep so excuse me if some of my posts aren’t making sense.

 

i don’t have any friends though and i am even incapable of that. i just hung out with a bunch of my co-workers that are all older than me at a bar with mainly old people in it. and none of those people cant help me out. by that, i mean introducing me to any female attractive friends they got if thats what you meant by “mutually interest” but apologies if i misunderstood you.

i don’t think there would be anything like a movie club in my town. i live in a small city of toledo.

 

university is a good pick with coffee shops, ect. (too bad i couldn’t get in there) riverfront i am not familiar with cause i don’t like hanging around downtown.

 

i mean i talk alot at my job (i mean i usually have nothing to say most of the time) but that should of gotten me used to socializing. theres some underlying issue here that i am not seeing. i think it may be my diet (as dumb as it sounds) because i am constantly lethargic 24/7 of the time and i am already shy, so mix those 2 together.

edit: i just realized you meant “random strangers”

 

anyone know if this would be a good investment to maybe give me more courage to approach and cold approach girls? i just bought it and wanted to give it a shot as i may think it might reduce my social phobia

https://www.amazon.com/Anti-Anxiety...uPWNsaWNrUmVkaXJlY3QmZG9Ob3RMb2dDbGljaz10cnVl

 

except i really don’t know how to do that.

i mean i workout i guess...? if thats a start. but hardly, like 2 to 3 days a week. but i can’t control what i eat just like i control masturbating, so its pretty much failing.

 

don’t they always say - fake it till you make it.