My deepest secret.

saCl97 · Aug 27, 2018

dboy18 said: ↑

It was in 2016 that I came across some YouTube videos talking about the wrong effects of masturbation that I got interested to know more. I saw videos about 'NoFap' which was all new to me. I watched a video about a guy called Andrew where he explained exactly how quitting masturbation helped him. I was so surprised at the benefits he talked about there. Right then and there I started with my abstaining period. I went for 2 and a half months then relapsed. Started again for 3 months. I remember the benefits I felt were out of this world. I could walk around people without giving a damn, my legs felt strong, I could look at anyone straight in the eye with no fear, my body was alive in the sense that I could appreciate my body parts and was so content with having them. I also got like a glimpse of when I was a boy how life was so precious in that I felt innocent, new and born again. I remember feeling the wind blow my face, it felt so new and sweet. I also recall looking at my room that day and boy! The walls, the floor, just everything about my surroundings was alive, ever thing just felt insync with my being(I can't explain) I asked myself where has this feeling been along. I cursed pornography and masturbation from that day onwards. I thank God for the guys who helped me overcome this by sharing their stories.
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Great man!

saCl97 · Aug 27, 2018

dboy18 said: ↑

It was in 2016 that I came across some YouTube videos talking about the wrong effects of masturbation that I got interested to know more. I saw videos about 'NoFap' which was all new to me. I watched a video about a guy called Andrew where he explained exactly how quitting masturbation helped him. I was so surprised at the benefits he talked about there. Right then and there I started with my abstaining period. I went for 2 and a half months then relapsed. Started again for 3 months. I remember the benefits I felt were out of this world. I could walk around people without giving a damn, my legs felt strong, I could look at anyone straight in the eye with no fear, my body was alive in the sense that I could appreciate my body parts and was so content with having them. I also got like a glimpse of when I was a boy how life was so precious in that I felt innocent, new and born again. I remember feeling the wind blow my face, it felt so new and sweet. I also recall looking at my room that day and boy! The walls, the floor, just everything about my surroundings was alive, ever thing just felt insync with my being(I can't explain) I asked myself where has this feeling been along. I cursed pornography and masturbation from that day onwards. I thank God for the guys who helped me overcome this by sharing their stories.
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dboy18 said: ↑

It was in 2016 that I came across some YouTube videos talking about the wrong effects of masturbation that I got interested to know more. I saw videos about 'NoFap' which was all new to me. I watched a video about a guy called Andrew where he explained exactly how quitting masturbation helped him. I was so surprised at the benefits he talked about there. Right then and there I started with my abstaining period. I went for 2 and a half months then relapsed. Started again for 3 months. I remember the benefits I felt were out of this world. I could walk around people without giving a damn, my legs felt strong, I could look at anyone straight in the eye with no fear, my body was alive in the sense that I could appreciate my body parts and was so content with having them. I also got like a glimpse of when I was a boy how life was so precious in that I felt innocent, new and born again. I remember feeling the wind blow my face, it felt so new and sweet. I also recall looking at my room that day and boy! The walls, the floor, just everything about my surroundings was alive, ever thing just felt insync with my being(I can't explain) I asked myself where has this feeling been along. I cursed pornography and masturbation from that day onwards. I thank God for the guys who helped me overcome this by sharing their stories.
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I apologize for my English, I read your experience with interest.

Can you tell me, summarizing briefly, what Andrew explained in his video? And what helped you?

Deleted Account · Aug 28, 2018

It's great to read about the positive changes that happen to people when they don't engage in PMO. It gives me the strength to resist the urges and continue on my journey to one day have those positive changes happen in my life.

Arms.R.heavy · Aug 28, 2018

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How long was the streak
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54 days

dboy18 · Aug 30, 2018

Arms.R.heavy said: ↑

During one of my longest streak:
- My social anxiety disappeared, no more awkwardness when talking to people (even while talking to an attractive female).
- A surge of confidence; i could make confident eye contact during conversations easily.
- (i've always been a funny guy) but it became easier & effortless to joke and make friends laugh.
- My memory improved significantly.
- I felt an increase in my willpower.
- but my favorite benefit was : that i began to enjoy everything in a new way even the smallest things. Music sounded 2x more enjoyable, a flower by the side of the road (something i wouldn't have noticed before) seamed extraordinary. the world felt alive colorful and beautiful.
I don't know whether this sense of wonder persists or not (because i relapsed), but i would guess that one gets used to the world-being-amazing, it probably becomes the new normal. idk
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Bro, such a great description of that feeling.
It's like you feel one with the flower.

dboy18 · Aug 30, 2018

saCl97 said: ↑

I apologize for my English, I read your experience with interest.

Can you tell me, summarizing briefly, what Andrew explained in his video? And what helped you?
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Basically he mentioned the benefits he experienced, being able to talk to people without thinking for words, better confidence, steady and consistent mood, better looking face, strong legs, calm body movement, not caring what people think of you. The benefits he mentioned got me psyched up and keen to try it myself. Another guy called Mikkois on YouTube helped me as well. Search Mikkois NoFap if you are interested.

saCl97 · Aug 30, 2018

dboy18 said: ↑

Basically he mentioned the benefits he experienced, being able to talk to people without thinking for words, better confidence, steady and consistent mood, better looking face, strong legs, calm body movement, not caring what people think of you. The benefits he mentioned got me psyched up and keen to try it myself. Another guy called Mikkois on YouTube helped me as well. Search Mikkois NoFap if you are interested.
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Thank you friend

dboy18 · Aug 30, 2018

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Thank you friend
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What day are you on?

saCl97 · Aug 30, 2018

dboy18 said: ↑

What day are you on?
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Today is my first day of rebooting. I had arrived at 4 days, today I had a really stupid fallout. I would break my head in half. I really can not understand, as in a few moments, I lose all knowledge, motivations, I forget everything and I fall. I vent in the orgasm and then everything comes back to my mind and here I feel destroyed. It's what I feel today, sometimes I think I'll never be able to heal.

dboy18 · Aug 30, 2018

Keep at it, get some motivation. You are on the right path man.

saCl97 · Aug 30, 2018

dboy18 said: ↑

Keep at it, get some motivation. You are on the right path man.
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Thank you bro! You are a great man!

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