My Future success story (14 year struggle)

(My english is not the best but you will understand , lets go! )

This is my future success story. It's going to be a triumph because I've failed enough to say I've had enough of this. I can't tolerate this habit as being a part of myself no more. I'm going to attempt to do what for the past 14 years has been Impossible to achieve. And with your help i'm going to make it happen.

It's not the only bad habit that I have ( I quitted weed and cocaine , but I still drink alcohol weekly and just lost 1k gambling , what a dick!) So once for all , I'm ready to get my shit together because I have no choice and I love myself. And because if I don't do it ... i'll never achieve the best version of myself (it is so hard !)

Back in 2001 when I was 15 y/o I started masturbation. Like every teenager after the marvellous discovery of jeezing it became an every day thing. It wasphenomenal.

With time I started to realize that maybe I should't touch myself daily? but I was still doing it , so then I started to feel guilty about it.

(When I was young , I was an introverted fella. I had a crush on a girl for 3 years and I was too much of a pussy to tell her . Putting her in a pedestal , without really knowing her. Just felt like sharing that part because it connects with the fact that as a shy guy I was single all my teenage years = lots of fapping ... every single day!

1st sexual relation = 18 years old
At that age I started getting jobs in sales and acting more confident . Growing up , understanding who I am and studying the art of seduction like a real nerd helped me to understand how to get the ladies!

I'm 29 now and up to now i've had 2 girlfriends and fucked 21 girls. Those are my statistics. I improved in some areas but still stuck in others.

Masturbating has become a 4-7 week thing (even if i'm having sex on a regular basis) the problem is that when I fap , I fap for 5 minutes , no more! And because of that habit , my penis cums faster .... that's the saddest part :'(. I would like to last longer in bed.

I want to be able to reach my best performances but most of all ... self-control. Every day I fantasize about half of the women I see and I get horny in a split of a second. When I get home , redtube & youporn. At this point I think I masturbate to relive stress. And then I feel bad because I realize I haven't been able to cut it from my life.

I have a gf now and I cannot reboot totally , because I have to satisfy her needs too. It can be harder to reboot because of that chaser effect. Ill try to be as detailed as possible on how I make it to win this battle. Follow me on my journey and share your tips it will be appreciated.

Day 1 starts tomorrow , because I just failed right at this moment.... I feel like buzzlightyear is telling me ... you're a sad strange little man. But once again, tomorrow ....I'll try again , never give up.I KNOW I CAN DO THIS , I DO and YOU CAN DO IT TOO. LET'S GO!