My libido is literally non existent

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Gavalar09, Jan 14, 2020.

  1. Gavalar09

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    Honestly, it's like my soul has left my body.
    Complete ED, zero morning wood, I'm honestly just numb.
    I thought I'd recovered and few few relapses has destroyed every last bit of progress. WTF.
     
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  2. hollyman

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    becarefull on the chaser effect tho

    dust off your horn and fighting again
     
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  3. Gavalar09

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    I am.
    14 days in but I feel the worst I've ever felt. For the first time in a long time there's a strong disconnection between My body and penis.

    I was finally back to having regualar sex and a few relapses has given me full blown ED again
     
  4. Younameit

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    that's the flatline bro
    it's insane, it's a mystery it doesn't make sense, you have no libido, depression, anhedonia, etc...
     
  5. Younameit

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    there's no chaser effect during a flatline
    if you relapse you'll feel 10 times worse afterwards
     
  6. hollyman

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    nope he said he relapse few few time's, so i guess he must carefull on chase effect
     
  7. Gavalar09

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    There's no chaser this time. Im not bothered about anything right now, sex, porn, women.... Nothing.
     
  8. Younameit

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    It's like you're frozen isn't it?
     
  9. Gavalar09

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    Exactly that.
    No feeling down there, no attraction, no motivation. I'm just don't know what to do.
    Tried to fap but can only get a semi if that.
     
  10. Gavalar09

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    I just don't get why it's so severe again?
    I've been having sex for the last 2 months (albeit with ED drugs) and now I can't even get hard...
     
  11. Younameit

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    how bout penis sensitivity? Even when I used ED drugs I would only get hard, but no sensitivity, shit was cold..
     
  12. BrohkenCompass

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    Dude. Same. I just posted earlier. I feel like a fucking zombie. Resident Evil, me

    But here's the catch. I'm on day 15 orvso, and that is what matters. Gotta survive the worst parts get to the best parts.
     
  13. Gavalar09

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    Sensitivity was actually fine. I'd get hard just kissing and felt great.
    Then all the sudden last week I can't even get hard with ED drugs.
    It's literally like a switch. I've gone from being able to have sex to nothing.
     
  14. Gavalar09

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    It's so weird. The thing is, usually things start to fire up a little for me but nothing. I'm even struggling for semis. This shit is painful. I'm 27, should be thinking about meeting women, sex, but no, I'm completely impotent.
     
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  15. Younameit

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    This is what porn does
     
  16. Gavalar09

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    It's true.
    But my streak have been massive so I'm shocked why my ED is back so badly.
     
  17. Anonymous86

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    So did you suddenly get back into flatline after sex? Sorry, I haven't followed your story completely.
     
  18. Jerseyguy1963

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    How many times did you masturbate to porn and for how long?
     
  19. Ezpz

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    Hey buddy, sorry to hear of your relapses.

    It is possible that you may have a very short flat line, because you have spent so long rewiring the brain? My advice would be to see where you are at in a week or two.

    Good luck friend :)
     
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  20. Younameit

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    one relapse to porn might trigger this
     
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