You’re very young and I think it would benefit you a lot, especially once you meet that puppy love. Feel free to join me I’m on day 3.
Day 2-3 Today was a good day. For some odd reason, I had mood swings. Around the afternoon I felt crappy but I think it’s from the caffeine this morning. Tomorrow I’ll quit drinking caffeine since it alters my mood, that way I won’t break down toward the end of the day. I felt more motivated as well today. A little more confident but still have a little anxienty. I feel like girls are wanting to talk to me, one girl that I think is cute smiled at me today while we passed by each other. It was a holiday celebrations for Indians and she wore make up today and looked really cute. Thinking about asking her out but then again it’s at work. It’s more sensitive down there too. No urges of watching porn, but I do have urges to orgasm. Got morning wood agian today hopefully I get it again tomorrow.
Day 3-4 I relapsed... went to the strip club and found out I still had really bad anxiety. I was too worried about getting hard instead of just enjoying the lap dance... I masturbated vigorously to porn, about 5 times... it’s a sad life I live in
