I am in university for business admin accounting. I have failed to be a responsible student and have not gone to a single class for a month and a half. I am so nervous and ashamed to walk into these two classes, in fear of being ridiculed. I suppose that most people don't care beyond simple curiosity, but there's still that bit of anxiety. I know that once I go for the first time, the rest of the classes will fall in line. I am scheduled to be in class for managerial accounting and financial accounting tomorrow at 10-12 pm and 12-2 PM. I will do this. I will not fail, and I will break the cycle of wasting my life, money, and future potential. It will be a difficult task to catch up on a month and a half of unfinished work, but I can do it. I have no choice but to succeed. My future depends on it. I am assuming that I will pull an all-nighter as I cannot sleep. I tentatively plan to go to the bank and deposit my check, rush to school and grab my books, and face the demon of arriving to my classes a month and a half after they expected me. But I can do it. I just need support from my brothers and sisters. Please help. Words of inspiration are very welcome.
You can do it. Study like crazy for the 2nd exam in your classes, and ace the final exam. You will pass.
Hey buddy, I noticed that one of your goals is to go 30 days without using a psychoactive excluding caffeine. I don't know about you, but I used to have a big problem with drugs and alcohol. I was able to stop using plenty of times, but I couldn't stay stopped. There was always some trivial reason or sometimes a "justifiable" reason to get high or drunk again. And things got progressively worse. The drugs that I used to take for fun were now a habit that I couldn't break and I felt trapped with no way out. I wanted to die and often thought about killing myself. I have now been sober for nearly 2 years and I live a happy and useful life. Anxiety is gone and I am productive for the most part, (except where I have now developed a problem with PMO) but I am tackling that problem with this website. If you have a sincere desire to stop using, one day at a time, I recommend checking out your local CA, NA or AA meetings, (Cocaine Anonymous, Narcotics Anonymous and Alcoholics Anonymous). Cocaine anonymous and Narcotics anonymous is for anyone with drug/alcohol problems, cocaine anonymous isn't just for people with cocaine problems. I'm not saying that you do have a drug problem, that's for you to decide. Just thought I'd drop some information and leave you to make up your own mind
