Hi, I'm 25yo Woman and new here. When I''m reading some of Your threads I feel like it was me writing this. Here's my story. I started PMO when I was 14. Before this first final happened I was addicted to all this erotic stuff for years long. Till now... Then I meet someone and had my first time. I felt nothing. NOTHING. And also next times. I tried everything. I was so dissapointed, because sex in the movies was so nice... So PMO was my only way to do me. Here's one and only exception: Once when I was 18 one guy I dated like fwb gave me some drugs to my drink to make me horny, and I experienced pleasure out of this world. Whole night full of orgasms all the way. And after this night I used to be able to orgasm from PIV. But only about one week long and again this same... Now I need to reeboot from all my bad habits to have a pleasure from normal sex with my husband. He want to help me so I learned him how I touch myself when PMO, and He is doing this, but has no Idea that I'm fantasising so badly and repeating scenes from porn in my head over and over till II come. It takes a lot and feels soo robotic, mechanical like he isn't there with me. And looks stupid, nothing about sexy. No idea if you know what i mean now lol. I already tried to reeboot but everytime I gave up, especially after sex without orgasm. It's happening again and again... I can't sleep and beeing online, encounter some sexy girl photo or reading erotic story and PMO. Finally someone told me about this site... So boys and girls I want to Greet every of You. And I start my journey to be free. My goal is to have clear pleasure with my man without porn fantasies in my head. So let's see...
Welcome, new here as well. Same story, 29 year old guy and have been addicted since I was 14. Joined after watching a YouTube video of Joe Rogan talking about and joined tonight. Best of luck.
Thanks for reply, I think it's already big step, that we are in this group. I also wish You all the best on your way to Freedom.
Hey @Kikfif! First of all, welcome to nofap! PMO surely fucks up with your sensitivity, pleasure and creates hormonal imbalances. You are surely witnessing that! Evil fruits of evil acts. I would advise you to do 30 days hard mode reboot and then gradually have sessions with your partner. Do learn to mange your triggers .Get rid of things that don't add any value to your life and can cause you to relapse. Women in reboot section is worth checking out. Why not start a journal there so you meet some more ladies and stay connected to this site. I wish you all the best to you sister
@Brahmakumar101 Thank You for Your reply, I agree, it's really evil thing... If I just knew it 10 years ago... I want to make hard mode, but include with satisfying my partner. 30 days is a long time for men without any O I don't want him to make too much PMO, because of my Reeboot. It will be just as usual, just without me making MO at the end and try to go sleep without internet Greetings Brother! (Are You maybe a believer? )
