Hello. Its day 18 since I last fapped. There is something weird going on with me, so I know what is precum and that's totally normal for me. I'm more of a challenging being. I wanted to make myself stronger by watching porn (not too much) and still refraining from masturbation. Its just something that made me feel very confident. And I'm going good. But today after watching porn I felt a little pressure on the tip of my penis like something is trying to get out. I felt the tip and it was this gooey type substance almost like semen on my fingertips I rubbed it with my fingers and it became into this white substance. What does this mean. Is my tank full and leaking ? I'm feeling a bit down down just like one masturbates and feels afterwards. Do I need to be worried? Am I still in the game? Anxiously waiting for support Thank you
Well done for not fapping, and you don't need to worry. The body can manage itself in many ways. Perhaps you'll have a wet dream soon, perhaps you won't. It doesn't matter. However, you really need to stop watching any porn, at all, ever! And it's actually easier this way anyway. Easier to totally abstain than to try and watch a little now and then.
