New beggining

HELLO TO ALL NOFAP COMMUNITY

its been a long time since i wrote last time here.I've started PMO and MO a lot these days so last sunday i took the big decision to abstain from PMO and MO as long as i can but my goal is 90 days.Yesterday i was thinking about a hard mode challenge but im not sure if i can make it.Recently i broke up with a girl after 6 years relationship.It was over a long time ago. But now i found the guts to say to her that it was over and we just cant be together any more it doesnt work.So after 3 weeks of that im pretty fine. I tried to abstain from PMO last week but after 5 days my head was blown with porn pictures and scenes i had problems with sleep and i just couldnt resist to it so i relapsed.Now im on day 5th last day i was so cose to relapse cause i couldnt sleep again.I had a cold shower today and everything seemed pretty good.So with that in mind i think i should leave sex women and MO for some time find myself again and calm my heal.i hope i can make it