Hello everyone, I've actually posted in this site before, but it's been over a year since I last posted and A LOT has changed. So I'm reintroducing myself so I can start back up on this journey. (Triggers ahead) I've graduated from engineering school and now have a job that pays pretty well. I'm still drumming and the person I used to refer to as "the girl I like" is now my girlfriend, so things are going pretty well. We live about 3hrs from each other, so we can only see each other on weekends. My girlfriend and I both virgins, but we're both ready for sex. We make out a lot and have given each other, but neither have us have finished from it. I don't blame her in the slightest for me not finishing as she's new to this as well and I'm doing a terrible job of describing what I like lol. However, I think that another reason is that I still PMO during the week when she is not around. My frequency of PMO definitely decreased in the past year and I no longer feel the need to do it everyday, but now that we are beginning to experiment a little with what we like, I can get extra horny during the week and it's becoming tough to resist the urge to PMO. I can also tell that I definitely don't get as hard when I'm with her than I do to P. So I'm back at it with trying to break my addiction to P and M. I definitely shouldn't be looking at P or P-subs when I have a perfectly beautiful girl in my life, and it's both disrespectful to her as well as myself. The biggest problem I have always faced is that the more I avoid P and M, the more I think about sex to the point where I am distracted at work and with my friends, so any advice on this would be appreciated! I will be starting The Journal (Part 4) tomorrow, thanks everybody!
