Hi I am 20 years old guy, who just want to abstain from porn addiction and masturbation. I have been never in a relationship. I cannot text girls on any platform, whenever I try to do so my brain gets blank after hi!. I don't know what repel girls from me. I used to study great but then fapping entered and ruined me completely. Just want to enjoy life instead of sitting only in room and holding dick. Want to feel essence of true sex instead of virtual orgasm. I am hyper sensitive towards sex and want it, on the same time want to control it. My hyper sensitivity dragged me into porn and masturbation. At that time I used to think that self satisfaction is all I need. I really to go to dates partying and enjoy life as it is. Just hoping support from everyone.