NoFap No More

Hey guys! This is my first post. I just wanted to say Hi and join this community.
In previous months I have been a lurker i have been doing nofap for a few years now on and off.
I have made it 90 days more than once even my best was 130 . The point is I keep going back to porn.
After i relapse like tonight i realise it wasn't worth it. Even though I have had long streaks and all. Im starting to realize its not about the streak its about how you change your life during that streak. A lot of my streaks were just will power where i was fighting my urges obviously but i want to get to that point theres less fighting and you know its not a positive trait in your life.
I need accountability I can only go so far. I hope i can find motivation here and we can push each other to become better versions of ourselves and become heros.

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For sure I was on the lines of abstinence, which brought me further in my life, but not to the mountain tops I want to reach.
Like you mentioned It's a lifestyle change, not just crossing off days on goal tracker or counter.
Thanks for posting on my thread man.

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