NoFap was easier.

So I was a virgin and did about 270 days hard mode - no PMO until started to have sex. Then I discovered that not fapping was easier than having sex cause giving pleasure to a girl takes so much learning and experience, knowledge. Also it takes a lot of energy.
Opposite si when I did no PMO I was saving energy and wasnt so tired, always felt strong and such. Also didnt had to think about sex.

Just life is more difficult now but also fuller. Having sex gave me chance to go deeper in relationship and stay with girl longer than 3 dates what was ussual when I was a virgin.

Life seems better now when there are girl in my life that I wish to call my girlfriend. But there sure a lot more thinking and worrying too. But also moments of happiness.