Hi, I'm gonna go by BSG here. I've sadly been a slave of pornography since about 13 years old I suppose, and it's time to stop. I'm 20 now (single, never dated, barely even talked to a woman my age ) and my life is lower than it ever has been. Those days when I don't PMO are the days I feel the best usually. I'm always so proud of myself and even give myself a blue checkmark on my calendar, but I always slip up. I actually discovered masturbating in October on a weekend I was home all alone. I became addicted. I stopped porn for a while because the orgasm was better than any porn that I had consumed before that. But then I started doing porn with masturbation and it's gone downhill since then. The "soft porn" didn't do it for me anymore so I had to go hardcore. It's difficult writing all that, even though I know it's important to do so. I just know this is destroying my life. So yeah, that's about it. I'm going to try to make a commitment to post here and fix up my life so that I won't be the person I don't want to be.
Yea bro, its tough but totally endurable. Think positive and positivity will change the way you think and act. I roughly started around the age of 13-14ish and its Bern tough but the days whete you're sober are some of the best days. Keep your head up. Stay in touch, you got this!!
