I was busy doing my job last few weeks, and my life was a mess. I relapsed several times so I was afraid to say it loud on this, but finally I come back, and trying to do this again, I hope this time I can be tougher on myself and achieve my goal!
you can do it, make sure if you fall it will be a step forward atleast. And we are always in control of our free will so you will decide if you wanna replase or not.