ON A VERY BAD ADDICTED NEED SOME ADVISE AND SUPPORT TO OVERCOME IT ALL

I first saw sexual content at the age of 11 years and I started to see porn videos and then masturbated at the age of 13 years and this really disturbed my social life, I felt like trash and useless, many times I tried to get away from this addiction but this even got worse until it took me hours to get excited about masturbating, a while ago I saw about someone's career and I salute the story is very inspiring but when I found out he was an LGBT I was a little bothered because I felt it was abnormal for me, and all this time I have a principle not to think about such things when exploring the world of pornography on the internet but after a while the news about LGBT starts popping up so much that I want to find out why someone becomes LGBT when reading about this cause somehow I like goosebumps and worried that I thought r whether because I often see pornography over time I will start to not be interested in women and turn into LGBT, but I know that perception is wrong but this continues to bother me because every time I feel better but when I masturbate by looking at content This anxiety porn appeared again because from the first time I always felt guilty after masturbating . I was very sure that I was very interested in women and even now I still like a woman who is my friend, and therefore this is very disturbing me and makes me feel very depressed, I think that pornography and masturbation are the cause because when I feel guilty this anxiety arises and makes me feel depressed and scared and feel useless, therefore I will start rebooting my brain to escape pornography and normal life again, whether any suggestions and input from you all to overcome anxiety and good tips to get rid of this addiction? I did not offend anyone in this post, this is just my personal problem that I want to solve