The same here! Although (as I mentioned previously) I still have some heavy mental roadblocks to pass before I can reach even higher, I have never felt so alive, energetic, fulfilled and present in the moment as I am these days. As late as Christmas and New Year's, I had a really hard time breaking bad habits and was simultaneously an insecure, anxious, lust-filled and depressed fellow. Probably due to lower T-levels and essential minerals that were lost during PMO. I even thought for some time that I might have a touch of Asperger's syndrome because most of the symptoms were there but I could never for anything in the world think it had to do with masturbating a few times a week. Last week, I took the decision to hand in my resignation at work as I finally realized that I have stagnated and not been developing as a person or employee during my last year there. Although I won't hand it in until January, I know it is a risky decision but I reasoned that I can't go back to that place if I am rarely challenged at it and receive a poor wage as well (compared to other people in the same field). Then, I do better resign and look for a new job where they would appreciate my presence, skills and experiences a bit more. It is worth taking some risks in life and live uncomfortable for some time, because if you never do it, you will never develop and take those big leaps forward towards greatness. I am confident it will all go fine and that I find a better paid and more stimulating job during 2019!!