Thanks for the powerful sharing. All my sufferings are in your post. From anxiety, bad relationships, not being able to have a stable eye contact, etc. You are a big inspiration to me. I quoted my favourite part and the one i feel most revolutionary. Maybe you already know, or maybe not.. what you said is considered one of the most powerful spiritual practice by many many people, called mindfullness meditation. Finding this in your post is like a strong quality sign, an enlightening quote. You made me shiver, man (is it right in english language?) and i think you have given a surprisingly transformative tool to the community. This post is a must-read for any fapstronaut and a beautiful gift!