Only second try can heal you?

Hey,
this is my second attempt and in the first go I was strong for 100 days. I had no big problems achieving that but I quit because I had ED when sleeping with my GF for the first time after 100+ days of NoFap.
Then I tried a month of PMO and just did not like it. I was more conscious than ever about how I felt during and after masturbating. It wasn't that great and I noticed my skin getting worse and some downsides concerning character and mental health.
So I started a new reboot. And it is strange: I have no urge to watch porn at all. I don't even want to touch my dick. But I AM looking for girls in the streets and had my first tries of talking to girls I don't know. Problem is: I still see them in a very very sexual way.
Now, that I have done a reboot and relapsed, I know more about Nofap and about how I should not think,it's an universal remedy. It got so easy and it is strange. I am a little anxious about loosing my libido.
Do you have any opinions or experiences?
Thanks for reeding.