PAWS after 14 months

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by clapas, Aug 27, 2020.

  1. clapas

    clapas Fapstronaut

    PAWS after 14 months

    They are still visiting me, like in the last couple of days. They feed on weaknesses. Being in some system state bothers me and I have bad dreams, anxiety, ectopic beats, restlessness.

    But I recognize it as it comes. And it is getting smaller and smaller, that part of me. Still scary.

    I know it now: it was PMO. I look back and see the downfall. The abyss was luring. I thought it was harmless. How stupid.

    I did not improve in other areas of my life and I only want to be content with myself. I am getting there. Abstention.

    As someone said, you are not horny, you are just bored.

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