Perseverance and Hope

I'm 17 and a student. I recently started my journey in nofap. I will share my journey here. I will be away from PMO. My main problem is masturbating as it takes my energy and time away. I don't struggle much from porn. Infact watching girls naked disgust me.I masturbate to music videos and need to stop it.

Day 1
It was hard to control the urges but I passed
Day 2-4
Not hard
Day 5
Almost lost when I accidentally saw a celebrity's attractive photo. But somehow managed to be safe. But it was very much hard.

 

Thanks for the reply

 

Day 6
Seems that I have entered flatline. Getting bored and frustrated.

 

Day 7
Lost to flatline. Masturbated to a music video. But little to no interest in porn . Tried to watch porn for a few minutes it was the same video that I liked the most earlier but this time I got irritated with that video after 3 minutes. I think I've defeated porn now. Now again on a jouney to defeat MO
Day 0

 

Relapsed again. Damn

 

Ended up masturbating this whole week. I think I lost my motivation to do it. But I am again going to start. This time for 90 days

 

Day 0/90

 

All the best @Hikigaya Hachiman, feel free to join the 'The Matrix' challenge if you wish.

 

Day 2/90.

 

Relapsed again. I started to think I should only abstain from porn. But right now I am motivated to abstain from PMO once again. And this time I am going to make it to 90 days whatever it takes. Because that's the only way I can bring my past self back.
So day 0/90 , here I go

 

Lost at day 2. Having a hard time. I think I am losing my will to continue nofap. Please tell me what is your motivation to continue nofap. I really don't want to masturbate as I still think its wrong for me and everyone around me.

 

Day 0 /90
Here take one more of my tries.

 

Lost at day 2 again. Next time I'll come here and talk to someone before doing anything.
Day 0

 

Yeah we can do it. We are made for even greater things. You can always message me if you ever feel like relapsing. And best of luck.

 

Hey man! It's great to have you join us.

Tips: take NF seriously because it needs seriousness to be completed. Learn as much as you can about quitting pm and habit replacement, stay active in the community, get an accountability partner, and do daily journalling. There's a lot to master about self control which you can figure out over the years, but I suggest you go to a source like Universal Man (youtube) to learn and shortcut things. Take your journey til the end and continuously improve.

PS link your journal to your profile (in settings) so people can find it easier and don't be too hard on yourself, espec. while you're starting out.

 

Relapsed in Day 2
But this time I struggled a lot. I had almost won but lost in the end. But I think I have got my motivation back for why I started this journey. While relapsing this time, I couldn't open more than one tab. My mind just started blowing off. So maybe it's a good sign