Hey guys, Getting real fucking close to relapsing... and 1 day away from the big 30. I don't quite know what to do right now. I peeked at porn a bit and its obvious my head is still in it. Edged once today earlier. I'm not about to give up on 30 days but at this point my thoughts are like "just M without P, dont fantasize just do it" and its obviously bullshit but wow, i didn't think it would be this hard. I don't know why I'm posting but its better than nothing. Fuck.