Interesting.. I have found out that my desentisize has nothing to do with NoFap. I've been hearing the blood flow in my right ear all day long, and that ear is des-ed. Idk what's the issue, probably I should go see a doctor.
Always great 2 c u and Purplehaze along with everyone who has joined up. Thanks for the kind words. We are unstoppable! Our team is definitely kicking the other teams ass !!!!
Back to 0... I hate myself. I have failed brothers/sisters. the day's stress and my depression/anger were just too much for me to handle. I fought -- obviously not hard enough. Tactics that once worked proved useless. Unless I can overcome my depression/anger, i fear i will repeat this cycle continuously. Now to begin my climb out of this pit again...dammit. I feel so ashamed that I almost didn't post this. It will be some time before I post again. Sooooo pissed at myself. Good night everyone.
Hey dude, don't feel tired and love yourself for knowing p and m is crazy. you are just a yes or no question from those lifetime Fapstronauts. sometimes it helps me thinking ahead and predict the risk of some dirty thoughts have come to my head daily, because everything you do, should have been triggered, created and mapped before on mind. Don't get in situations which you should choose between two sides of fap or nofap because feelings get more weight those times. just entertain yourself by everything with no triggering point.
Buddy, losing is about giving up not about failing, its not about how hard you hit, its about how much hits you can get and keep moving. Do it again and apply all the advices in this forum and sure you will make it. Keep going we are with you till the end.!
On Day 27 Today when I woke up I had my first libido since I quit. It was little tough to ignore but I killed it. Keep going guys, together we can make it.
No worries man, An alcoholic can go to a meeting drunk, a stoner can go to a N.A. meeting stoned and you most certainly can continue to talk and read on this site while you pick up the pieces again. You learned something! It took me a few days to pull my self together for another try but I'm rebooting today. Take some time. Talk on here about what went wrong. Make a new plan and just take it 24 hours. If you make that. Reward your self with another 24 hours with no pmo.
Rebooting today. I feel good about it. Just a 24 hour challenge for me. If I make that. I will reward my self with another 24 hours of no pmo!
Boss ! I like you only because you hate pmo and you speak truth and you do truth . You uncover reality and that's the thing all people don't do .They like to live in fantasies. They like to hide harsh realites .They want to enjoy false pleasures. I hate those people because they not only destroy themselves but they destroy other lives too.
I would strongly urge you to keep posting. You need to read what you have to write, just as we do. I feel horribly inadequate when compared to so many who have succeeded for so long, but my writing bolsters my confidence. We are not her to judge your lapse, only to help you reassemble and move forward. I became a member just over a month ago, but all I did the first week is read. After a severe and painful relapse that lasted 10 days, I realized that I needed to write, I needed to connect, I needed to feel like an essential member of this community. You are also essential to this community. When you fall and rise again, it encourages the rest of us. Collectively all our small victories serve to send the message, this demon can be defeated. Stay involved, we need you bud. WE ARE STRONG TOGETHER
Bro Bro BRo! No fear. There are bad days in life but its not a bad life. Just go to sleep and tomorrow will be a new day a new hope a new destination and a new hype. Whenever I pmod I wished that I could reverse time and get myself out of the house and do something that I really wanted to do and not do that I didn't wanted to.So when I failed I came out of the bathroom starred at my family enjoying and smiling and entertaining their lives I couldn't explain how bad it felt it felt like that I didn't belongeg to them I don't deserve them I don't deserve to be a human .Some time tears also came in my eyes that I am not a slave I also have a right to enjoy life I also have a right to do what I wanted to and kicked out of my life the things that I hate and don't want see ever again.So brother there are bad times in life. But don't fear TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND LET THE BAD DAYS FADE AWAY LIKE SHROUD.And everything will be fine.Forget everything don't recall that you failed only remember that you have to succeed. TIP and TRICK: When ever the urge becomes uncontrollable put a dozens of ice cubes in your undergarments and after 7 or 8 min you wont be able to feel your male organ I know it hurts but it works. It cools down immensely your intensity and kicks back the bitch sperm back to where it started.
Hey Limitless ! NIce to have in the team. Keep posting daily. And keep fighting for us and your fight will become like eating ice cream
Day 12. Yesteray was a rough day but what I am more stronger I control myself I will build myself not waste it. Attended a wedding got tired and slept and now I am here so yeah it gets better and keeps getting better as you go more forward trust me guys I am not lying .Why would I lie .Whats the point of lying what benefit could it get me. As you pass the bad days and try to think in the good days you will reveal yourself thanking God that THankGOd I didn't messed up .Or it could be hell if had messed up .I wouldn't be at the point where I am right now if I had messed up. So yeah that's right I am successful.
Has anyone played Crysis 2 .Starting now as the days are holidays. GOing to kick as Nomad kicks all asses in crysis 2 yeah lets get started. BTW it creeps me out .
