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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Purplehazeee, Mar 25, 2016.
I just finished my undergraduate degree a few weeks ago and have started working
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First of all really really congrats on your 77 days streak and second thing I am truly sad umm but do not lose hope I have been for two years and trust me it is truly the hardest battle that you can fight in your entire life . Fighting against yourself is the hardest thing because it halves your energy and power . But no worries you will soon reach your lost position I know it feel sucks it feels like you have lost every damn thing . I can say my only success uptill know is my control my days my belief that this is all fake . All these media the internet trash everything that drives out of your mind that makes you belief that you are somewhere else mentally all fakery . It takes you a time to understand that things which you are real but actually they aren't they just play with you . And the damage is only suffered by you. Trust me if I had a choice I would have eradicated my male organs desires every thing . Right know tears are falling from my eyes . I don't want this shit because it isn't real . Today I had my worst and toughest battle like those one which defeated me in the past which made me suffer . But dont know how I survived that . It was attacking for 2 days or so . I had been in the wet dream session for 1 week . Today also wet dream . I survived not defeated because it was too strong maybe it got stronger cause of my mistake of not coming here regulalry . But I was too much busy in exams . I only know that I will fight and I will fight I will ascend and I will become the man who would be so much powerful that no female in this world would be able to get into his brain not even a glimpse . This time I am stronger but I thought my enemy was getting weak and it is but I made it stronger . It was so powerful that it made watch a just a little nude cartoon episode but I survived I started to watch something else going against my desires . I will not fall. I put two shoppers of ice cubes in my junk for 1 whole hour .But it was still not enough but I managed . And know it's still hunting me . I don't know how much power I have left . I am alone in the house and need to study as well don't know what to do . Also cannot go outside too. Pray for me . But I will fight to the end . I know that it has gotten much stronger than me . But I will fight . This is my breaking point . I I survive then I can conquer any thing in this world . Stay strong stay safe. And for those who don't know study . It is bad physically plus mentally . I am superman I cannot fall. Not this time . I have beaten enough to understand . Know nothing remains to be understood . Destiny awaits .
'For those who prove worthy paradise awaits.'Thomas tew's quote a great sea pirate.
And Pls can any body tell me my streak by reading the green bar cuz I am using mobile and laptop is not working. That would help .
Ok fighter! But what kind of habit . I have abandoned sweets and sugar and it's helping me .
I will fight for the days which I have acquired of no PMO . I was not living in a cage all that time . It would to fight if had fallen last night . But it way A month before . As number of days tends to grow my fighting power grows . I am a supersaiyan . And will ascend pass that level too soon.
Fight it brothers and more important is stay away from it . We can only help you ,assist you ,support you but only you can stop it.
Keep posting the tricks and ways guys cuz it will help others too.
You don't need others you are a whole universe in yourselves . Uncover it and be its King.
Great keep it up . "D i still have 2 years to graduate but i will start working as a freelancer in the summer .. wish me luck
it says 63 days , good job superman64 Stay strong "D
Thanks wolf thanks and know I am more encouraged . Keep fighting for the team . Beat it to oblivion
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh shit shit shit shit shit I cannot Beleive I failed I cannot Beleive I laid you people down I cannot believe it defeated me again . People I cannot go on with this anymore . I am really hurt. For the past days I lied .What the hell. I said that I will defeat it I will fight to the end I will not fall. What the man I am completely depressed . Religious month is ahead I was thinking for the success but from nowhere came failure. I am not worthy at all . Hell awaits for me . God loves and he blessed me with so many things and in return what I give . Abusing my self? I not only hate myself but know I don't know what to do .I keep falling again and again . The defect is in me . I cannot correct my self . God is not helping me because i don't help myself . I am not worthy to carry on with you guys . I cannot.my legs feel like jelly. My back is paining again . I have lost 63 days . it feels something more than worse.What will I do . I don't know . It keeps getting me.Nofap is right . People can cure themselves . But I am wrong . I cannot . Because somehow I don't want to . I don't understand .I quit . I quit . I quit. Goodbye guys . Thanks for the support . I cannot keep you people in fakery . Maybe it's too late . I don't know but I will try to fight it alone as I did it for the past years and keep living in that dark f..King pit . I cannot get out . I am unaware of freedom . people are so lucky they enjoy freedom . They enjoy their best lives. I am not worth it . Maybe thats the reason why he I uuh I cannot even remember his name left the thread the leader earlier. He failed . So he quitted .Thank you guys for your support . you people are a great team.I am quitting because I am not eligible anymore to be in the team.
Shit shit shit I pmod again what the hell is wrong with me I just want to die . I am not in my control any more. Quitting is also not an option . What to do shit . Oh man . Hell no man . how I am gonna see my mom. Man God will be real angry with me . I am damned . I f..cked up my exams . I fu.ked up my result . Shit . I hate my self . Guys please if quitting is a better option Pls tell me . Oh man I cannot either carry on with you people . Pls hate me for my cowardness . I am shy to call myslef a male a man. I am a coward shemale. Yes that's what I am. Two times. Shiiiit.
Bro your words is a great courage for me, thank you so much. Im not giving up no matter what. I made 77 days and at least I can make similar number if not more. We gonna keep fighting together until victory.
Relax bro. Tell me what happened?
I understand your pain, i was and am feeling because of yesterday relapes.
But please calm down and dont beat up your self. Just embrace the pain and evaluate what happened. Please dont give up, quiting is easy but we not men then we are cowards, but fighting is courage even if we lose ten times we still fight.
How many days did you last? Im sure it was long enough to make you not lose hope
i aslo stop ''sugar'' video game '' and other stuff like that ^_^ ,
Don't stop the challenge
little tips that i can give you is not to only do the nofap challenge . But also ''beat all ur other addiction'' , for me it was Video game , sugar , youtube video ... and u will realize that all this thing are exacly like porn and masturbation ...
- it take a lot of time
- most of the time ur not realy happy ( look about this video , for me the problem is the monkey !!!!)
Nofap challenge is also a STEP to become someone better , use ur time better , read , take cold shower .... study more ! ( for me just make the nofap challenge but nothing else make no sense .... get out of your confort zone with cold shower is also a good experience )
For me the ideal , is when u can say to yourself . i eat 1 chocolate ( and enjoys this little pleasure ) , and dont eat all the box !!!! ... when u can say u will masturbate every mouth ( a not more ) ... when u can say to yourself i need to do this thing ! and do it .(no procrastination ) . when u can accomplish something u will never accomplish before ( confort zone + procrastination )
Day 3- Started reading book that I wanted to read for last few years. I was able to wake up early. Forget M ... No P so far.. For past 2 days... This is awesome and personal best in many many months...May the positive force helping me, be with all my fellow travelers on this path...
" day 4 " i won't lie it was hard .. i don't know if it is normal or not but i had an erection for 3 hours straight and i don't know why !! lol the good news is i was able to block the PMO idea from my mind completely to the point that i didn't even think about it ..
Stay strong guys ..
You are a hero
Amazing buddy, btw what is the book name
Yesterday I did 31 km cycling in 1 hr 25 mins and it felt great.
Never ever give up guys