So I’m saying this now even though I’m a couple days in from my last relapse but I don’t feel any anxiety, depression, low mood, brain fog, anhedonia. I’m saying all this because I want to remind myself that if and when I experience the negative stuff that’s it’s because flatline and my brain rewiring .
We will organise a big big reward. Dont worry about money. Stay at ease. We will organise the best reward ever. We only have to get through withdrawals. Dont give up. You can consciously take over the painful withdrawals