hey guys, actually I'm not gonna nag about how other people treat me, because I really don't even have the time for that. I just want someone to talk with. so my story goes like this: about a year ago I moved to another city in order to study at university. I used to live in a provincial town and everything was messed up there. I had absolutely no interest being friends with my classmates at highschool cause they weren't the same type I was. I was the geek of the class and they were just losers. So I just preferred to be alone most of the time. apart from that, my family used to argue with me over ridiculous things. For example if the TV was a little loud. Or when I needed money to buy something like a pen! I was like totally alienated from my relatives (family, cousins, etc...), and my reaction was I don't give a ****. But I also needed a companion! Now, all that of that belongs to the past. I'm at university where there are people I can relate to. I'm so thankful about that. But the memories of my past still won't leave me alone.. everyone used to annoy me so much and I feel like I'm betrayed or something like that. so the reason I said these stuff was that I just need someone to understand me. so I'd be happy if someone replied.. maybe we could start a chat.