Really...? Again..?

Messed up this morning.

My spouse had to enable internet access on my phone for a medical appointment. I had every chance to give it back to her when it was over, she was with me, but I "forgot" and eventually it led to me messing up.

I'm so mad at myself and I'm tired of having this problem. I get so frustrated cause I see or hear about people I personally know acting all sexy on social media and it makes me feel embarrassed for them. I generally hate that kind of attitude and often think, "they don't need that much makeup" or "they must feel so insecure, I wish that they didn't feel the need for that pose."

But that's how everyone in P is!!!

I feel like such a dirt bag about that part of my personality.

Time to cleanse and start over.