Still sober. Felt strong urges today when received email from Tumblr urging me to look at my dashboard and see what is happening. Did 25 push-ups, held my breath and asked God to take away my urges. I have been praying on my knees in the morning asking for God to keep me from watching porn and to give me directions during the day and the ability to carry them out. I have been thanking God on my knees before I go to bed for keeping me porn free. I am going to attend a 12 step meeting tonight and look for ways to help someone. Have been discussing my reboot and struggles with my wife each day.
May you keep finding strength to commit and continue. Lot of blessings, prayers to you and your wife.
You have a wife and so you can rewire your brain easily to quit porn and fapping. You must forget about the sex that you have learned from porn because trust me this is not real sex. Most porn videos are nasty shitty sex. People don’t have sex like that. That uncontrollable sexual desire comes from watching porn. You will have sexual desire but it will lead you to have sex with your wife and even find better ways to make more pleasurable like having more foreplay before the sex.
