Rebooting from 17 years pmo

I started PMO 17 years ago amd discovered this site around 2 years ago. My longest streak was 7 days when I cut off my internet. I have managed to quit erotic masseuses and lads magazines. However i had a relapse lookig a women sunbathing (particularly in bikinis). I jave developed a fetish of this and at the weekend went and wandered around a park and sat down next to such girls and tried to chat them up. Most of them left or ignored me. Can you give any advice to reduce my voyeuristic tendacies? I am realising that I gain very little from the activity and just get hot and waste my weekends. Hoping to get a real girl (who might accompany me sunbathing).

 

Im countig this as a porn sub and therefore a relapse.