Rebooting - once and for all

Ok guys, I have tried on and off over the last 2 years to quit the fapping thing. I have made it my 2018 new years resolution. As part of this I am going to ask a girl out from badminton - I have never asked a girl out before.

Ok so I am trying to stop the following:

bed humping (i have succeeded in not using phones in bed). i'll try sleeping on my front, and not allow the pillow near my dick.

Facebook browsing + fapping.

I am really looking forward to quitting 'solo sex' and getting intimate + having a real relationship with a girl.

Any ideas? My initial target is to not masturbate/edge before I ask the girl out on the 6th of January 2018.

Thanks

Wish me luck!!

 

Hi there, just had an urge - saw girls in revealing dresses on TV. This time i will not use phimosis stretching as an excuse. I have restricted the amount of internet i can use.... Also will post daily here about my struggle....

 

Whenever i feel like touching my penis and fondling... i will think about the negative consequences and that fapping adds absolutely nothing to a mans life. It is as bad as being hooked on any other addiction... i will think what it might be like to have fun intimate times from a real girl. Wish me luck

 

Ok guys, came back from a tiring road journey. Im going to sleep. Trying NOT to fap in the morning... removed the pillow... no phone. I will try not to remove my clothes (so i cant touch the cock)

 

Today i resisted the urge to look at 'nice' lingerie images and get a 'high'. I chose not to fap. I spoke to a counsellor about this and we agreed that maybe when i get into a relationship, the idea of porn and even fantasy may be boring. I am looking forward to asking the girl at badminton out. I will tell her about the things i did in the holidays. I hope that saving my semen for her will be very attractive and increase my chances of a date. Also read about karezza and really excited

 

Hello another urge: thinking about tv programme i could be watching. Books reading. Fapping away a holiday. Tired... vs geettting sarah barr and enjoying a free genital massage (in sexy swimsuit). Fapping means i do not get a reaaly hot girlfriend to play with

 

Ok so tired from an evening out. I was thinking of fapping to facebook pics or even fantasising.
Going to sleep now......
Wish me much asking the girl out. Tomorrow will do some leg exersizes...

 

Ok i am tired from a busy day. Trying to get some restful sleep
Tomorrow read
Watch tv
Shower.
Looking forward to carrezzza session with the badminton girl...

 

Ok, so its new years. I am trying hard not to fap. Looking forward to my session with the badminton girl.

This will one of my top resolutions for New Years. I have wasted 8k on tantricas. I hope not to waste any more. I could have Porn, tantricas etc all my life, OR i could have the following: loving gf

smell perfume
caress
role plays
warm hugs
stripteases
carrezza
more or less anything i like - all for free

I am looking forward to telling the girl about NoFap. How do you suggest I mention it?

 

Ok thanks. Got back from a long journey. Trying to convince myself not to fap.
Benefits - very little
Cost- loss of sleep and tiredness....
Energy to talk to the girl
Hobbies - last day of holiday.
Read some of the motivational quotes.

 

Ok at work in an office toliet. Will be going to gym in about 1 hour. Not going to fap this evening. I will keep it to out out sara from badminton. Hope to try some feminist carrezza.

My erections are much harder these days. This evenig i will pull back foreskin to fix phimosis (no fapping) wish me luck....

 

Urge for erotic massage. Focus on gym. Grow my legs....
Might meet a nice girl in gym...
100 pounds could be an amazing treat
Lingerie dinner
Toys
Bubble bath
Nuru
Incense
Bdsm chains
Heels
Let the urge pass. Will really regret afterwards. Have never been satisfield after an erotic massage....

 

Create boudoir for scene. A room dedicated for the event.

 

Also some books for us

 

Ok i could try that
Today i will not view p subs or edge at work. Often it is out of boredom. Edging often leads to accidental release. I will look forward to stronger erectiona and more pleasurable orgasms.
Also erotic massage for 60pounds is istill too much - absolutely free with gf and i dont nèd to book any appointments etc. Or to hide it. Or need to run away