1. Welcome to NoFap! We have disabled new forum accounts from being registered for the time being. In the meantime, you can join our weekly accountability groups.
    Dismiss Notice

Relapse..?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by diamondshovel, Nov 28, 2019.

  1. diamondshovel

    diamondshovel Fapstronaut

    6
    2
    3
    Other night I was on discord and a friend sent a NSFW meme to the chat I was in. Stupid as it sounds, sleep deprived me thought it was like an oasis in the desert. Though it was cropped, I was horny and started looking for porn.

    About 10 minutes or so until I finally realized what I was doing, I stopped.

    I wasn't necessarily masturbating, just scrolling pretty aimlessly while feeling around down there until it hit me that I made an agreement to myself.

    It was late, I was tired, and I didn't trust myself to stay awake, so I went to bed.

    This morning, however, I was woke up but an unpleasant surprise. I had a wet dream for the first time since I began, but I kid you not, the entire front side of my boxers was soaked... gross. This was more than a normal emission, and I knew what caused it. I felt bad after, cuz I gave in, but still managed to stop myself before I began masturbating. Does this count as a relapse?
     

Share This Page