RELAPSED after 74 days + Report

FUUUUUUUUUUCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
I relapsed outta nowhere. I won't say it was intentional, but I was certainly hoping for something like this, like a blackout, a reboot, you know, getting kicked in the head. You-realize-your-superpowers-when-they-disappear kinda shit. I'm there now and giving up is not an option.
A short report below and btw, this is my longest streak ever (First time was 17 days).

DAYS: 74/365
★★☆☆☆☆
[HR][/HR]
BENEFITS
• Stronger physique
• No more heart palpitations
• Female attraction & friendliness risen significantly !
• Anxiety at all time low
• Nervousness almost gone
• Sensitivity extremely high
• Fresh looking eyes
• Boost in stamina
• Calmness
• Reduced shame
• Attracted to real women - The real way
• Huge boost in confidence
✹ Overall, you get a chance to try living life the premium way. The way it was all supposed to be felt, taste, look or the authenticity of it at least.

CONSEQUENSES
NOTE: They aren't necessarily negative, but they do add challenge to the journey
• Aggressiveness
• Short fuse
• Sometimes overly emotional
• Highly stimulated by the slightest things
• Feelings of idleness, paused or standby, when over-stimulated
• Extremely sexual aroused, faster than you can say blueberry pie
▼ As you may already know, this may just be, if not the most challenging thing you'll ever do.

MISCELLANEOUS
• My left foot feels a little bit BIGGER than my right!? I don't know how the shit that happened, but I've been on NoFap 2½ months now and all my left side shoes/boots seems a bit smaller. Tell me if ya know somethin' about stupid shit like this.

This is the real thing fellas. You will feel new. Renewed. Reconstructed. Renovated. I am not really rebooted nor did I flatline. Maybe more than before, since the arousals I get feel healthy and correct, but also makes me insane at the same time.

Anyway, the relapse happened, I guess I needed it (not that you should do it!). I was doing pretty bad, in these final days and needed to get smacked in the face. Stressed, negative and things like that. I don't feel that all the good things are gone, not at all. I have to kill Chaser Effect and continue where I left, while doubling the amount of motivation. I want to kill PMO 100%. That's the only way.
Otherwise, I'll just keep tellin' myself, how big of a unoccupied loser I really am and that [NSFW]watching hours of fake tits on a mobile screen getting fucked and payed, while you jerk yourself off and feel like a low-life shit, is the real thing[/NSFW] and that lovely real women out there is not.

Thanks for reading! ∞

 

Thanks jatar! Motivation and goal is key. You don't have to be anything special, but it matters how much this goal means to you and its benefits for you personally. You may already feel a huge difference at day 7, like most of us do.

Hope84, Shit yeah I got a whole lot to beat, but luckily, this year has only just begun. Honestly, the triggers aren't even PMO anymore really, although they did "trigger" this relapse! But real females around me, somehow makes me go nuts. I feel stalled, even though it was going so smooth and the communication and attraction felt real and healthy too. Some women, there "visuals" make you go crazy (even though it may not mean jack shit to others). You know, they're real attractive ones, and then there's that one that is so extremely good lookin', (and she knows it) it makes your brain chemicals feel like rush hour.

This sometimes lead to the other. That's where the triggering happens. And I gotta watch out for that, cus it is bs.

 

Best answer.