Relapsed again

Hi people!
I’m brazilian, 21yo and currently dating.
So, I had completed a streak of 18 days in a 21 days challenge, but unfortunately I wasn’t strong enough, so I relapsed and, by doing so, I have allowed all the bas things that porn addiction has to offer, such as time waste, infinite sexual desire and abnormal sexual behavior. However, the worst is that I couldn’t get back to my reboot since that day, and it’s been 1,5 week already. I’m willing to change, but I think I’ll start slower this time, in a lighter challenge, and also I’ll use the site more frequently, ‘cause I know it’s helped me in my first streak. Other than that, all tip and support are more than welcome.
Currently feeling a total lazy asshole.
Hopes for the future? I wanna be my new me, I want to leave this addiction!