Haven't been on here in months. In that time have seriously reduced p intake overall. I just need to get to that point where the default is not follow up on my urges. Since my last post(s) have been in a better situation lifewise. A lot of renewed confidence due to a lot of factors but mainly attributable to massively reduced p consumption. I have one particular fetish/fantasy which is hard to break the chain of and need to get the knockout punch on that one . Going well but just need to get the last 15-20%.