So, basically here's what happened.

I did it. I just did it.
I do not know why, but something in me told me to. I feel bad for it, but for a couple of weeks i slipped into the old habits.
Not only talking about PMO, but also eating, etc.
I started exercising my body tho, so this is actually an improvement I did.
But seriously, I felt so bad after the last time (20 minutes ago) that I'm asking everyone who's here helping people like me to forgive me. Really, deep from my heart.
But, well, mistakes are a part of learning, I guess.