So i was about to relapse yesterday...

I was bored, and it all starts with boredom... I was looking a pics of fully clothed women but wearing tight clothing such as sexy dresses and yoga clothes on facebook and instagram knowingly, I was excited than I can achieve full boners but my brain was telling me to finish the job, I constantly looked for half an hour but once I noticed that I wanted to archive the pics then I stopped... my dick feels disappointed but my mind feels better I resisted, I voved that the only way I'll ever ejaculate was in a vagina and no more pixel women, Im glad I stopped there, this is the first time I caught myself doing this and I remember reading threads similar to this thinking when will I uncontrollably look at sexy pics, I dont even know how or why i got there. It was a moment of weakness but I got through it so not bad.

 

thanks bro I know I would've been disappointed with myself I failed 4th time of nofap, I never really underestimated the urges males can get biologically and how strong they are, i lost all rationality at that moment and its the same feeling i get when I'm about to get laid, but ofcourse to the brain fapping is like getting laid so the dopamine will still be released, perhaps that what my brain was after.

 

Thank you man, what I did was wrong but I managed to survive that moment. how badly do you think did I messed my reboot process up. I still see myself as a new user here, what would that mean?