SOO MUCH ENERGY TOO MUCH!!!!!! I had thoughts of Whoring...

Hi guys. I am on day 7 now.. and i have so much more energy... its crazy. I have quit other addictions for a month now but I Still drink a ton and smoke... I Really want 2 quit them badly.,... I Keep on going on and off with it... I dont have the conditions for quitting them atm... I WILL GO AGAIN TOMORROW...

Anyways, what is the subject im trying 2 talk about. I talked to 5 girls yesterday. One group of womens I sat down with was three, the others were two. 4 of them were laughing a lot and we had fun... I even did a pec dance for them .... I Asked one for coffeee and she lived in vermont so far from me lol.... BUT I Shudda asked the one righgt next 2 me she was grabbing mys hirt and stuff.. I was nervous and unable to know which girl i liked best is the reason =(.. I Liked the one on my right honestly... she reminded me of a girl i used to see a bit.

I Like the fact that i havent fapped to P for 35 days... and no MO for seven.. but my spirit really craves the touch of a woman.. not only sex but u know... all that fluffy stuff . SO ITS great but TOday is my b-day so I Was thinking about seeing a prostitute this morning for a while... Keep thinking that... n I said a prayer part of the all father to "lead us not into temptation". I Know whoring in the real world is filth and wrong as welll.. but fuKC FUCJKFUCKFCJNA KLAD JA., IM GOING 2 expolode in hornyness THe drive for a woman... never eve ever been thsi pwoerful in me... AND its not a desperate drive... its fucked... I Talk with them and make them laugh all the time so WTF. FUCJKING TORONTO GIRLS... ASDF. ITs completely true the hardest place for girsl... SO Fucking perfectionately picky and shit. God damn feminist movement.

God my witness here... IF i had sex today i would blow up teh condom !