starting 2018 with no pmo and staying away from this evil

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by rishi123, Dec 31, 2017.

  1. rishi123

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    goals....creating myself new..

    focus on creating myself newly rather than fighting old

    exercises, meditation,eating healthy, pushing limits

    praying god daily, practicing gratitude, studying, helping others, thinking less.

    living for a day, setting up small small goals and trying o achieve them...
     
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    After 12 days, had wetdream today at 2am midnight(first wetdream in new year)...........but i wont let life defeat me..this also shall go away..i will continue my no PMO mode and nofap mode......
     
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    Aahhh...feeling like shit....again had wet dream at 1am....second consecutive day....can't sleep from last 2 hours..now its 3am.......triggers are before sleep I watched some YouTube videos...like what girls do when alone..mdo girls masturbate etc.......from.now on i will be complete away from.triggers....again this wet dream should not disturb me.....peace on me
     
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    Fak...again wet dream....3rd time in this new year.......this time its of conscience.....that is I had sex in dream and spilled my vitality....so powerful and more shameful......but don't let life beat me....I will bounce back....trigger missed meditation....triggers in daytime like erotic pic and thought.....and stress
     
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    Wet dream....again.....4th time in new year......had conscience sex in wet dream..........trigger- the repression of sexual feelings in day time got exposed in wet dream...
     
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    i had my results 2 days back....i failed...frustrated...sad.....relapsed today...watched porn for 2 hours.....dopamine flood ....thought of visiting escort..through out ride, i was like what i'm doing is wrong....went till brothel house...had seen woman...dint like her..... returned back to gym and worked out......no more i relapse..
     
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    had wetdream last night......sex in wetdream...biggest ejculation
     
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    watched porn today.....and masturbated after that....fakk..couldnot control....hate myself........all progress gone
     
  9. John.99

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    My 2018 has been very similar to yours. Don't give up. It's still very early into the year and you can still set the course for the rest of the year to follow. Don't give up and don't give in to the urges. I'll be trying to do the same
     
  10. rishi123

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    still i heavily masturbated...2nd time in this day...all my energy gone......but i wont give up.....i will bounce back again......
     
  11. Coffee69

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    you need help man. Ask yourself if you are really determined and serious to leave PMO forever.

    Only you can decide.
     

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