Starting a hard mode challenge

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by WhvYDK5z, Apr 19, 2019.

  1. WhvYDK5z

    WhvYDK5z Fapstronaut

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    I'm 32 and I've been struggling with pornography and masturbation since I was twelve. I've been married for twelve years. My wife told me today I have one last chance to quit this addiction or she will divorce me. She's been telling me for a long time, but I haven't really heard her and internalized what she's been saying until now. The addiction has turned me into a selfish self focused person who had completely emotionally withdrawn.

    I hate myself. Every time my wife does something nice for me I hate myself more because I don't deserve it. All I can think about is that I'm going to die alone and unloved.

    Where do I start? How do I move forward?
     
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  2. HallsPreto

    HallsPreto Fapstronaut

    I'm try learn my penis is not a toy. But after the reboot I purpose to me, I don't know if my wife will use my penis or if Ill play with other better people.
     

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