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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by A.Z, Jul 21, 2020.

  1. Jul 21, 2020 #1
    A.Z

    A.Z Fapstronaut

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    After 64 days I relapsed without porn.
    2 days later I relapsed again, without porn.
    After aother day I thought "some normal porn won't heart. I did 64 days NoFap and I can do it again". I watched one movie, and obviously jerked off.
    After 2 days I stoped runing or doing yoga, as I did for 70 days. I watched 2 hours of porn in the same day.
    In the last week I wathced more porn than I spend time doing anything else but sleeping.
    No morning woods anymore. No spontanus erections. No social relations.
    I am nervus all the time. I am mad about every thing.

    Three days ago I realased that I am collapsing and my addiction get stronger than me. So I went to two days In a nature trip with a friend, wher I was sure I won't PMO.
    I am back again.
    I will win.
    I'll be free.
     
    A.Z, Jul 21, 2020
    A.Z, Jul 21, 2020
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  2. Jul 21, 2020 #2
    Fullyawake

    Fullyawake Fapstronaut

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    You’ll do it. And I’m with you on the journey.
    I had a streak of about 7 months, but relapsed not long ago.
    Failure is where you see how strong you are, and if the first time was a fluke.
    You just have to get those winning systems back in place and continue as previous.
    I think of having erecticle dysfunction and not seeking women or having kids.
    Those fears are a big motivator for me to beat this.
    Porn feels good in the moment but it does steal your life.
     
    Fullyawake, Jul 21, 2020
    Fullyawake, Jul 21, 2020
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