Stress tested today.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Cleanupthismess, Aug 4, 2017.

  1. Cleanupthismess

    Cleanupthismess Fapstronaut

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    Day 13 & my M aids (which I used to have hidden in the house causing me more guilt) have gone in the bin & been picked up by the garbage truck. Another victory.

    I would have put them out day one but we only have collections every fortnight & didn't want them just sitting outside in the bin.

    I put them out about 8 this morning & have to put the bin at the end of our road. They got picked up about midday.

    The time between them going out & being collected was a nightmare. I got so nervous & shaky like I could be found out by anyone if they knocked the bin over or had a look inside it. The wind was looking like it might knock it over to.

    I didn't mind throwing them out, that was a relief but the stress before they got picked up nearly set me back a long way.

    I would have used exercise but it's my off day as I've been over doing it so looked at my phone to read some articles to calm me & the adverts that were on the pages were very very provocative (I won't go into detail) and I was soo tempted to click through but I managed to move on.

    Had headaches, sweats, been swearing out loud & all sorts today but I'm still on track.
     
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  2. Awakening123

    Awakening123 Fapstronaut

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    You going through temporary withdrawals. Hang in there.