Success? Not quite. Currently on my 3rd day tho!! (doe)

Hey guys, I have been actively pursuing a PMO free lifestyle for the better half of 5 years. Back in 2010, I hit my first long streak of 90 days. I fell in love with this amazing women, and was just in emotional heaven. When I first relapsed, my relationship with her quickly went down the drain. All emotion seemed to vanish. Around 2011, I went back and fourth with 2 weeks here and 3 weeks there, never truly getting back to my PMO goal of total abstinence from P and M. I was having sex at that time, but it never seemed to be enough. From about 2012-2015 (earlier this year) I have hit a brick wall. Fortunately, I got a job and started working on my bachelors degree. I found myself more and more relapsing due to the thought of having to go to work/school or having to concentrate on something big. Recently, my school load and work load have died down as I am in my final semester of my senior year (pats himself on back to prevent PMO relapse).

`My main worry is that I have been so disconnected from women since I have been relapsing more frequently. It's becoming increasingly harder to not relapse when it comes to extreme deadlines, and I know that with grad school and a new career starting I am going to have more issues with stress. I know that when I abstain from PM, I become a chick magnet, but I can't seem to hold onto that! I need advice from people who cope with school/work (full time) and how abstaining from PMO has helped or hurt your career goals. I want to quit Porn and Masturbation for good. I am just sick of this lonely feeling, and emptiness that comes with all this. I want that connection I use to have, but I want to be successful in school/work. Also, I am also aware of reuniting, YBOP (Me, Gary, and Marnia are best pals! lol) and YBR. Help me guys! I will love to give advice to those in need of it as well! Lets all beat this together!

EOA (End Of Addiction)