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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by kidmicah7, Apr 22, 2016.

  1. kidmicah7

    kidmicah7 New Fapstronaut

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    I realized I had to put in words on paper what I have came too.
    I began watching porn when I was 11 and I am now 20.
    I am done with this I have not committed, I am addicted and this is what is preventing me from attaining happiness and a marriage that will endure. thinking about all of this I have defrauded women and whenever I think I'm ok there I again falling for women who probably have a lifestyle that I should be trying to get them out of. It's 2016 I look at myself and my culture and everything is constantly about appearance well I'm ready to be transparent. I am going to beat this I will not allow myself to stoop so low again, I suffer with anxiety, my confidence, my self control, and my relationships. Please post support and contact me I need support.
     
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  2. Awakening123

    Awakening123 Fapstronaut

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    Good luck! You can do this!
     
  3. Sirroco

    Sirroco Guest

    Hang in there buddy. We all face the same problem but never loose hope, one day you too shall be happy. Living your life without pmo
     
  4. jbk12

    jbk12 New Fapstronaut

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    I wish I had as much courage when I was your age. You can do it, getting connected with other guys who will not judge you and are on the same path can bring you out of the shadows and get you back into the real world where you can feel like a human.
     
  5. diamondboi

    diamondboi Banned

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    it works.

    this is my second round, but you must accept that you can never go back.... we are addicts.
     
  6. Gladiatori

    Gladiatori Fapstronaut

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    You must fight against the tide or sink like everyone else; everyone who follows the way of instant gratification, superficiality, objects, and foremost Hedonisim. This war here is a spiritual war, we fight for humanities soul... for we have become lesser now than the wild beasts, humans are the only animal who pervert sex, gods creative energy into this filth...

    When i used to PMO I saw women as objects too... Didnt see the harm I was doing to myself and to the poor women doin that crap. Selling their bodies for paper.....
     

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